Perfection

I hate myself for doing my own mistakes.I hate myself for not taking chances.I hate myself when I allow temper takes over me.

I always aim for perfection.Not because I want to be the top one or the greatest, but because I want to feel good about myself.Whatever I do, whatever aspects they are, I want it to be perfect.It's true that nothing is perfect, but there's no wrong in aiming for it.

This desire for perfection, I instill it on everyday life.Cause I believe in the phrase, "Live your day as if it is your last". As always, I instill this on both soccer and studies.

I put 100% on the field, whether it is training or match.I don't like people to come to me and tell me it's okay when I don't do my best in training.No worries.Well, when you don't do your best in matches, is that the time when you're going to worry?

As for studies, I got no one to blame other than myself.Seeing others doing better than me is fucked up.

I want to develop in every way, not just in a specific aspect.