Stucked!

All of a sudden, out of the blue, suddenly, I felt down.My mood dampen and all things rushed in my mind like waves hitting against the shore...Sure, Term Test is going to end later today.Last paper, IWD.I've totally flunked my ESFAC paper yesterday! I didn't study for it...

So, my mind has been troubling me for the past few days.Over something that has been in the past.That's the prob with me! I can't shake the past! No matter how hard I tried, the past will always has its way of finding me again.It's a fucked up feeling.Tried to confide in one of my good friend but she gave me a disappointing remark...'What's past is past' and that's what I've been telling myself all this while.But it doesn't work...Nobody will understand, except Liesa and Khengyong...

As for now, no matter what, I got to get a grip of myself and be who I'm truly am.Life is short, no room for sadness.

As for now, my heart is still burning from all the anger of the past.I swear to God, I feel like killing someone right now! This Sat is a good one.We'll be having a soccer match.So expect a dirty game! I'm praying it will all be better before Sat comes...

Because I'm Stupid