Down in the dumps

It's going 1am now.& Yuanxin just msg-ed me she can't make it this Wed...Felt a little bit discouraged cause I looked forward to it very much.& so does she...But it's okay...There'a always next time right...

I've been feeling down these past few days, except for Saturday, which I really manage to put aside all those troubled minds and enjoyed myself on that day...Well, a lot of things have been in my mind lately.& it really affects my studies.& somehow, maybe I shouldn't have talk to this person.How the hell we got talking again confuses me.Maybe it's my mistake, maybe it's not.All is well til now.Why God always make this person appear upon me again and again when in the end, it leads to more temper and arguments? It kills me big time...

Fuck Off!