Insomnia

So it's 5.45am now.It's somehow a 'rare occasion' cause I don't ever blog at this time of the day.Anyways, this happens cause I slept at 6pm yesterday afternoon.& it's only just now at 4am that I woke up.I'm quite surprised that I didn't woke up at 10pm or 11pm.I didn't know I was damn tired, although I slept in the bus but only because my MP3 runs out of batt!!!

& now, I've ended my ties with Jasmine, whom my Manager sabo me that I wanted her number.Although we ended up msging each other, I was not looking for a GF! When I told her that I was not looking for any relationships to get into, this is what she replied to me, "Why do you even bother to msg me in the 1st place when you're not going into a relationship.I thought we both could try...*some texts should not be placed here*(privacy purposes)" What's in my mind after reading the text? "What's wrong with this girl?" Well, firstly, she sounds bitchy.Secondly, she is very open-minded & I mean VERY VERY VERY!!! Finally, she already has a BF!!!

What does she take me for? A substitute? No way am I going for a two-timer.Besides, I don't even want to get into any relationships now.Cause I'm still young, 17 yrs old...Here are some points why a GF is a BIG no-no for me right now:

• Not ready for commitment
• Enjoying Life right now
• Don't have to waste money
• Don't have any restrictions
• Freedom
• I'm way too young!!!

I've already planned my future, in terms of relationships.I'm still young and there's so much things that I've still yet to learn.I want to graduate from U and then have a stable job with a stable income, which I know that I will not quit halfway.I want all this to occur first before the 'special one' comes into my Life.Marriage? I've also thought about it.It will happen when I'm in my thirties cause I think that is the reasonable age to get hitched! Believe me, I will not get into a relationship right now.But if I ever have one in NEAR future, don't expect me to be commited...Cheers!!! :D

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