Unexplain...

Damn this feeling that I'm having right now.I just can't seem to explain it nor can I show it.It's like I'm suffering inside.Deep inside my heart, there is like ONE thing that I got to let out.It's the feeling I'm having.It really sucks.It does...

Weeks after weeks, I faced a lot of challenges.This week, I'm facing a great challenge.It's to forget you.We've been together for 7+ months.We're no more an item right now.Yeah.I really miss you so much.But I gotta let you go.Afterall, it was me who initiated for separate ways.You told me that you still love me even when we go apart.But I don't wish to come back to you nor wish to even talk to you.I told you that I won't forget you.I'm sorry.I guess I must.All those memories that we shared, I got to let it drift away from my mind.There are still places that I can't bear to go.Cause these places will remind me of you.I got to let you go out of my mind.Out of my heart.Out of my life completely.Since we go our separate ways, I can't help myself.It's like I lost my soul.It's like I'm lost.Nobody knows that I'm feeling this way.I don't want to show it.Why must I?But now, since I post it here, everyone will know...

Recently, I heard that you got close to a boy.But most recently, I heard that he's your new guy.I smiled.Cause I knew you are happy now.No, I'm not sad.I will move on.Since this is my last year being with friends who I spent 4 years with, I want to cherish every moment with them.You made me lost a bestf who is close to me.Someone who means something to me.Ending a friendship with her is the last thing I thought that would happen.But you made it happened.Never once did you said sorry.You know that you did a lot of things that hurt me.Most of them, I didn't tell you how I felt.It's okay...If you ever think that I'm gonna find a new gal, you're wrong.I'm scared to be in love again.I don't intend to have another one...

All this shit that I'm talking about really tells how I felt over these past few days.Damn!Wadever it is, I have forgotten you completely...


P.S:Being sad all the way isn't the way of being sad...