Wrongdoings Gone Good

Recently, my Mum told me not to be ambitious. So as my friends. Being ambitious is similar to having big dreams and expectations of oneself. One of the reason is once you know you can't reach your dreams, your hopes and life would crush down. Well, that's stupid!

Yes, I got to admit I'm ambitious. In terms of life and sports. It involves plan, hope and action. Let's say in the sport I play nearly half of my life already, Soccer. I hate to lose, like others. In any games, I expect myself to perform at my best or even better. I planned my steps and take action. If I lost possession, I chase the ball until I get it back, even when I got to go down in the mud or even get booked. Chase every ball. Be stingy. Be aggressive. People call me crazy. But I say I have a dream. In this case, to win the game.

As for my life, Mum doesn't really like the idea of me moving from the Employee or Self-Employed Half to the Business and Investment Half. She says it's risky. My parents have the same thought as other parents. Go to school, do well, get a good job and you're safe. Safe? Not in this era... I have different thoughts from other people of my age. I may just be 18 but I'm learning more than others. They may mock me for my actions and mindset but heys, I'm doing this my way.

After the above sentences, do I sound ambitious? Maybe no? I've still yet to list down the list of my future plans which is underway. I've got a meeting with a Director of a company this coming Tuesday. I will be talking to him about a lot of stuffs and learn more.

One last thing, I hate people to ask me to rest. Like how my coach would subbed me out and said I should take a rest. It makes me look tired and useless. I know when to rest and that's when I know I've done an excellent job. If not, I will not rest.

P.S: I'm not an academic person. So yeah, projects and homeworks are the ONLY things I procrastinate...

Dump!

It's been a week since I update the blog. Well, everything has been moving on pretty smoothly. Still having the tight schedule, though....

Everyday I go to school with a 3/4 hearted feeling. Main reason is because due to the tight schedule and you can expect almost the same thing every single day. I always look forward to BCM tutorials and of course, Japanese class. These 2 really wake me up unlike other lecturers. They bore me. But I like my new DFUND lecturer. So random. During lab, blasted Lady Gaga's Telephone! SOT!

Rugby training has been by far, excellent. Hope I didn't speak too soon. Although it's much more of a riskier game than soccer, I love it to the core! Why? It's all in the game...

Once More!

Ever since Year 2 starts, my schedule has been tight once more. & I really mean TIGHT!

I'm ending school at nearly 5pm everyday and that hasn't even include rugby trainings. Somehow I got the passion for rugby once more. & I promised this time, I won't lose it midway like last year. Besides CCA, studies has been better. From the past experiences and current experience, I've learnt that talk is indeed cheap. I've got a few friends who said "I've changed" so many times till bubbles are seen by their mouths. But their actions are likewise. Just like today, only 2 turned up for DFUND lab!

With the weekends now packed with work and soon with the YOG trainings, I don't know if I can gym ever again. It really sucks! It's been a week since I gym and I don't like the feeling of my body anymore. I miss those dumb-bells and the smell of it and the feeling of satisfaction after every workout! It is something I love to do and not being able to do it is, well, you know the answer!

Hwaititng, Ganbatte!

Hello! My name is Ezan Jay.

Apa khabar! Nama saya Ezan Jay.

French: Bonjour! Je m'appalle Ezan Jay.

Korean: Annyonghasaeyo! Je iremeun Ezan imnida.

Japanese: Hajimemashite! Watashi wa Ezan. Yoroshiku onegai shimasu.

6 different languages I've learnt and learning. Fun Shit!